I’ve been working out and making healthy eating choices for a week and a half now, I haven’t weighed myself till this morning…


Now it’s time to work a little harder!

End of Week 1 :)

I feel very accomplished with my first week to going back to fitness and diet goals. I was able to write down everything I ate/drank and made healthy choices. I also made it to the gym finally and twice! So week 1 is definitely a success. I’m not going to weigh myself till NEXT Monday. I want to get a head start before I see if there is any progress (or not)

Wish me luck for week 2!

Happy Spring! ✿

Heart this if you celebrated by going to the gym like I did!  ❀

The beggining of a new chapter!

I finally feel like I’m at a place that I can commit to being fit and healthy. The past couple of months I’ve been focused on work and just relaxing when I wasn’t. I have been walking 2 miles Mon-Fri but my eating hasn’t been very healthy. BUT now that I have a new job and it’s almost spring, I’m going to be challenging myself to lose 30+ pounds before I turn 21!

I feel like it’s now or never! I have 4 months and 27 days to reach my goals.

I’m going to be tracking my progress daily, so keep a look out :)

Wish me luck!

2014 Resolutions!

* Pass drivers test

* Save money for my own car

* Sign up for college

* Work out 3 days a week

* Work on better hygiene and how I present myself

* Take a dance class

* Get my second tattoo

I got my blogilates fit journal in the mail today! :D

I couldn’t resist buying this once I saw a post of it on my dashboard.

I love it! it lets me track anything that is useful for my fitness journey

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Am I going crazy?!

This has happened DOZENS of times to me already.

I will watch a movie I haven’t seen in months and I will see a post of it on my dashboard. For example a few days ago I watched “Finding Nemo” and saw a Dorry post the same day. Than TODAY I watch “Sucker Punch” for the second time and yet again I see a post on it just a few seconds ago. But I never see posts on these movies before?

Does this happen to anyone else? 

My prayers have been answered!

I’ve been trying to find a decent job for a while now.

For the last couple of months I’ve been working at Burger King, and lets just say that even though the people are great, it is NOT helping my diet and exercise goals. I’ve been stressing out about riding the bus in the snow too so I have been looking for a new job

This week I got a new job!! First it is 10$ an hour, I will get 35 hours a week, weekends off, it’s 20 minutes away from my house walking, AND the best part is that it has NOTHING to do with food. I’m going to be organizing ski equipment in a warehouse for shipments. So I get to exercise at work and get paid!!

So blessed, I’ve been waiting for this for a long time.

Now I can focus on my fitness goals and make some real $$$

It’s been a week

I started being a vegetarian last Monday and it was a success. I didn’t have any trouble with it. But I didn’t lose any weight which isn’t fun. I did only go to the gym once so I guess I need more of that. Well here is to another week. Wish me luck! 

2 Hours at the Gym!

Finally made a trip up to my gym, and I’m going to make it a habit again.

It could just be me but after working out I just feel hot ;)

I know I’m going to feel it tomorrow but that is where yoga helps.

Hopefully I will see some change in the scale on Monday.

Fingers crossed

Weighed in yesterday

Not proud to say that I’m at my highest weight.. 174

Last year my highest was 161 and than I lost 15 pounds..

I gained it all back and more..

What is even more sad, my mom who is 53 weighs 147

I’m 20 years old and I am 1 point away from being obese in the BMI

On a good note though, I don’t feel like I’m big, I actually love my body more than I did at 161 and I feel like that is an accomplishment.

However that is no excuse on not to get healthy..

Time to Focus on ME :)

I recently broke up with my boyfriend a little bit ago.. We were together for mostly 2 years. We went through a lot together but it was time for me to move on. I felt like I wasn’t getting the most out of the relationship and things weren’t getting any better. I love him and he will always be in my life.. but it’s nice to say I am taking a break on boys. I’m excited to be single, not worrying about a boyfriend or having to impress a boy.. I get to make some time for myself and just focus on things that are important to me.

Once I get my shit together, it would be nice to have a NEW boy and not all my ex’s that want to get to back together with me.. “Been there, Done That”

Going Vegetarian!

I have done it before, for 2 years in high school.. I have been eating meat for a few years now. Today I am convinced to go back vegetarian. When I was a vegetarian I felt like I had something to fight for. It made me feel like I’m doing something to help the world. I love animals so much and feel like I need to help them. I want to become healthier, feel better, and stand up for a cause. 


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I’m sick of getting screwed over by people

why wont the right people be in my life?

I can tell I’m getting used to being hurt because it’s easier to forget people now. I feel like I have to put up a wall now so that only the right people will be involved in my life. Are some people meant to be alone?

I put my two weeks notice In for work today!

What a relief! I’ve been wanting to quit for months! I’ve been there for 2 years and I’m ready for a new job. Now all my worrying is going to be trying to get new job before my two weeks is up! I’m in job hunting mode like crazy! Wish me luck!